You shine so bright it's insane,
You put the Sun to shame. ☼



Recollect


The book says "The picture book of Autopsies Surgical something"
(Okay, it doesn't say "something" , but I forgot what it says and can't seem to figure out the pixellated shit, hhehehe.)




My huge, dark, right eye.
Ha.



QPearl's Dslrdslr. Pronounced (the-slur)
It is mighty and has a long zoom lens.


Family , Wheeheeeheeh.

Family chaletttttttttt, Love

Look at the monayeeeeeee. My cousin is filthy rich in the virtual world, shall go rob him, muahahaha.
Anyway, Damian is mad.
He told me he spent 1k plus on maple cash. Which is like, fucking 100 maple cards!
Using real cash to buy fake stuff eh, cannot even wear. )':
Fortunately, the dude now regrets.

Our suuuuper bobble bear/robot, whichever you prefer.
Cousin took balloons from birthday party nextdoor, haha.
The super stocked fridge. I've never seen ANY chalet stocked up so much before. FOODFOODFOOD, <3<3<3 Fruits in icebox, so cute ^^


Volleyball camp!


Everyone was mass dieing the second day, pretty hilarious looking back.
But, NO NOT A FUNNY THING WHEN YOURE EXPERIENCING IT.
It's like, you're gonna drop dead, not a tinge of energy left within you,
like youre gonne sink into a bottomless pit and no one comes to save you, cos you don't have the breath to call for help.
like you want to explain something but youre a mute. You can't talk. You can't express. You're helpless.
Coach says if a dumb can hear but can't talk will die of frustration.
It was a bad feeling, couldn't get anything right.
Was a drifty + bright-thing-in-your-sight-feeling. To think we still survived through training and friendly match okay!
Everyone stayed up cos no one wanted to sleep the first night,
best night, Woohoo.
Seniors surprise stayed second night. ^^
Thank singh, thank fadz, thank sarah, thank larry.
B girls armed with soft toys, C girls screamy and scared of the dark, C/B boys sleep as per told.
-.- Why kids listen so well, stay in the room!
Oh, right. If not the whole team would be sent home, right.
Afterwards,
DANCE, SUBARU (L)(L)(L)(L)(L) x1000000


Because, besides not being realistic about the perfection or how one can possibly meet so many people who would help you outoutout,
1. There is a hot female lead
2. It has a sufficient storyline
3. It's pretty touching
4. The dance(s) are gooooooooooooood.
The song keeps playing in my mind and I'm stuck with the fervent sadness of the story.
Gosh, I'm so affected. ):
Jealous that I cannot even dance, though I wanted to since young.
Jealous that I'm not as pretty as her.
Jealous that she's pretty and skinny.
Jealous that whenever she goes through something sad there'll be someone there.
ohwellit'samovieafterall.
Why are things so bleak these days.
No money, no freedom, no direction, nothing to treasure, no ability to make time, no motivation to complete my work, no masses of money so I can achieve many things.
Have to start off from studying hard, where's my motivationnnnnnnnn.
Materialistic bitch shut up, omg.
But srsly,
Money can't buy happiness but one can't be happy without money.
I want to buy so many things. Should lock myself up in prison and do mundane chores to treasure what I have and find motivation and satisfactio in my life.
As what Joanne Peh says, "I guess I’ll have to contend with living out my childhood dream through the ballet put up by the professionals."
So sad right, I know ))))):
Dance, Subaru }
I want to watch it again.
I'll buy the disc at all odds, ^v^.

Look, what are the boys doing.
In Damian's point of view, Kuanting is giving him a piggyback ride. But no, Kuanting's leg isn't right! (50m)
In another point of view, they are engaging in gay sex. (70m)
In my point of view, Damian is giving birth to Kuanting! (100m!)


Unamazing race done, Nightwalk done, (Am stationed at Dnt block).
Am going to obs mon to fri! Rob my house!
SHOW ME SOME LOVE, MISS ME.
Council camp to go.
Alf to go.
And nope, still a whole load'a unfinished homework.

Is it realistic to be able to finish all that shit, IS IT EVEN HUMANE.
Everytime I want to start, alf needs to be amended.
It takes a whole lot of time, like the amount of time you sit in front of your telly, waiting for Bob the builder to come on.

Finished first two parts of alf! C:

P.s. OHMIGOSH SHIT'SMORNING. Like bright, early morning.
Someone , somewhere, it's a brand new day with something purposeful in store.
I can only hope to do at least something out of my homework and sleep early for obs.
Gah, just don't die, I'll be happy. Tsk.

One of my most fufilling days,


COMISSION 1 : ENVIRONMENT. (L)(L)(L) :D



ANDERSONIANS, :D + KOHKIAAAAA.
HAHHAH SHARMINI BEHIND LEYYYYY. Spot her!

Sidenote: KohKia is well, yay. May kohkia not get that ever again. Cos kohkia is love. Should sleep earlier so as to not too hard on her own body.



Nive, Jaslyn, Daniel, Kristyn, Phong

My group of seniors are all smartasses.





Minjia and Tim

HuiXiang and Tianning. Superwomen in the higher board okay. And I'm locking hands w/ them, HAHAHAHAHA.

And this is KRISTYN(MY GRP LEADER IN RED) and Megan!(Com 1 Grp Leader)

Pretty fun, didn't expect it to be like this.
It is like this cool debate thing where you qns each other.
Anyway, Proud of com 1, we are like, gooooood. And just.
Almost spewed @!$#%%@! and flew of my seat,
Com 2 and esp 3 are damnass bias can not.
Hopping mad.





Kristyn gave us all personalized cards and goodiebag, so sweet. We are all touched and she is a damn good leader. B)




So Yeah, Everyone gave me the "YOU, WORKING?!" look.
Kind of fun hahaha.
I lost my right eye contact lense and had to wear QPearl's brand new one which is still blur cos her degree is too low for me, Boo.
Then one button fell off my skirt, omg.
Other than that the day was pretty fine :D
Everyone's again, fascinated by the turnturn nikon shooter.

Night, Met up w sister and Jasline and JunQian plus parents,
MASS FAMILY DINNER :D,
slacked around playground and basketball court and danced to nobody, Hyperrrrrrr.

TMR FAMILY CHALETTTTTTTTTT, gotta turn in!

P/s: I got many beautiful phone themes now like Chanel and Gucci and Roxy and Juicy Couture. If you're smart you get them from me cos I only Dl the Best. :D YAYHEH. OH JUICY IS OPEN IN SG, TAKA. Woohoo. Not like I'm gonna buy anything but still.

Tired, Themes keep me awake.


I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored.
Look a@ my hair, hahahahha I know how to tie the swirl swirl bun alr,
YOU DUNCHNO. :D

SEEEEEE, I gotta haircut!
Now I got a nice fringe, one length and mildly layered hair :D



Super enjoyed chem lab, fascinated audrey says I look like kid,
so embarrassing, HEHHEE.
As pohsoon said, is CHILDLIKE not CHILDISH.
My coppersulphatevrystals biggest in class only to press with filter paper, all break into small shiny bits, disappointment ):
Done up council tee, it has a chio vintage car, a nice brolly and big ostentatious "COUNCILLOR" behind, I LIKE. :D
Crazy over many themes, hp ones these days.
What am I doing, AHHAHAHA.
Yay, so Great!
NHSS soon, like meeting in 7 hours. Wearing all the formal wear plus I'm so tall, don't wanna feel weird hahah, CAMERA TMR, (L).
Can't love, Can't Hurt.
Some song album I suddenly thought of.
Gimme something to love, ^^
Stupid, there are many flies flying around my comp area and it's making me really itch all over my arms.
Happens too when I see many ants.
The flies are green, grey, got wings heartshaped fly out, and the green one got a round body so it can't flip over when I blew it away and it landed on it's back, HAHA.
Sian, class scholars flew alr, we didn't send them off in the end due to my paramount laziness and slacking around at home zzZ.
goodnight.

Now its over, can you tell me why I'm through.

DAMNIT. EVERYONE'S AT CAMPFIRE NOW. I'M NOT THERE, COUNCIL IS DANCING, ALOT OF PEOPLE GOING. ALOT OF SCREAMING, ALOT OF FUN, GOT COUNCIL TRADITION, AFTER CAMP MACDONALD-ING.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
WHY I MISS? COS GOT NHSS MEETING ONLINE AND NOW RUSHING HOME, NOBODY IS FUCKING ONLINE OH MY MAMA YOUR PAPA. THEY JUST BLOODY SENT THE HOMEWORK AND SAY WE'LL MEETUP SOMEDAY COS NO ONE'S ONLINE.
AND NOW I WORRY IF WHAT I WEAR WILL STICK OUT WEIRDLY.

THIS IS BAD.

THE MEETING IS CANCELLED FUCKYOUUUUUUUU/.
I shall type dance song lyrics.

Ultimate-
You're it, you're the ultimate,
it's automatic, I'm sure of it.
No lie, so don't even try, to tell me that you're not the guy.
Cos I've been waiting all my life, for someone just like you,
You're it, you're the ultimate you.

Night fever-
Night fever, night feverrrrrr,
You know how to, how to. Uhhhh.
(I FORGOT LAH, SHIT.)

4 minutes-
If you want it, you must be real just,
say a word and I will give you what you want.

We're all in this together-
We're all in this together, and we'll stand,
hand in hand, make our dreams come true.

OMFG, Jaslyn such a bitch today.

Heck the rules

Eh, I'm not asleep by 10.

I'll lie on the shores of Sentosa and get chewed on the toes by jellyfishes and then chopped into pieces by garfishes I learnt in Literature then get swallowed by the sharks who eat volleyballs too.

This is bad.



Damnation.
I feel bad, I don't want it to be my fault. I didn't mean to be so busy this holidays too. Stop making everything sound like my fault, I will make things better. See things in my point of view can not! ,
Well, I'm trying to see things in your point of view too, but somehow everything is only blurry, unclear and grey.
I don't want to neglect anyone, anything.
I've had my share of regrets, though I know there's more to come.

HAHA TO YOU WHO HASN'T DONE ANY WORK, I FINISHED MY PHYSICS KINEMATICS WORKSHEET.

Bought all my camp stuff, Crazy whole lot.
Obs, aunt's chalet, volleyball camp, council camp, and one more, I forgot what.
(To hell with my permanent stm. Meh.)
And that's a favourite retarded photo of my sistaaaaaaaaaaa. (WHAHAHA)

High waist for Sat's conference.
Love it.
Once disallowed, will change purpose for going out then.
Cotton on shorts, no size for super loved turquoise and white stripes, but red and blue stripes do fine too. (:
Fbt, no black and pink striped I've been hunting high and low for, Meh.

Anyway, busy day tmr.
  1. Chem extra lesson,
  2. NRIC registration,
  3. another go at Chen extra lesson,
  4. Volleyball training,
  5. Council meeting,
  6. Campfire (which I cannot go ): cos of),
  7. NHSS msn meeting.