You shine so bright it's insane,
You put the Sun to shame.



Precisely my point.



Paper People

Some things find you by surprising you at your feet.


Greetings, I did 7 out of 9 geog wb worksheets today, am motivated and proud of self! Like many short homeworks than less long homeworks.

This is totally hilarious, there was a commotion and police downstairs my gong gong's house. A female police woman told the indian worker who was drinking not to dirty the place. He thought she said he was dirty then they got into an argument. HAHAHAHAAHHA

Text htht with pei and ling and a lil in the morning with zhan, been so long since I texted girlfriends! I hereby change my viewpoint of the difficulty of texting people of the same gender.
OMG CUTEST BABY WITH A FLOAT. HAHHAHAHAAHAHAH. Brings back that one fateful night by the busy road, things couldnt be more wrong. I can't believe I didn't say stay but said go instead.

I am perceived by my friends as strong, I got four of that strong person message hehe. *Flexes muscles. *THINGS TURNED OUT BETTER THAN EXPECTED* (inspired by pei) HAHAHAHHAHA LOLJK,
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I think Imma really lucky girl.

you know some things in your life you could live without but have them and others you thought you couldn't live without but when you cant do a thing to make them your possession youre like hey I'm okay hehe Clouds with silver linings, Count the eggs in your basket, not the stars you can't reach.

Pearlene Quek


Hi, this is my sister. I want to upload a photograph but am lazy to browse her laptop. And poof! This photo is there, staring at me in the eye. I took this for her and I think this is nice! I make a very good photographer you should hire me its a tumblr like photorrrrrr. Haha. Kidding. She is upstairs sleeping while I am invading her laptop. I think she has my taste cos the minions photo in my last last last I dont know which last post, she set it as her laptop wallpaper! My sister is cool, she got a scholarship the real money one while mine is the fake pay-60-bux-you-go-hear-them-talk-then-you-get-a-real-pretty-cert one. BUT WAIT FOR IT, I AM GOING TO GET ONE ONE DAY TOO MUAHAHAHHAAH. My sister is cool, she does and likes makeup and nails alot while I cant really be bothered about them sometimes. I do hair though! And I think I'm pretty good in art! HAHAHAH okay whatever. She kinda influenced me since young to do alot of what I am doing now and taught me alot too. Oh shit I am supposed to wake her up at 2:35 but it is now 2:42. But isokay, she should rest more I guess and we are going to die together tonight with our mountains of work to do, one a scholar and one a to-be-scholar! HAHAHAHAH OK JUZ KEEDINGZ. I tell her alot of rubbish sometimes too much for her liking it irritates her but other times I make her laugh. I think this activity is rather fun I want to post pictures of people in my life and keep on typing like that. Oh we used to be violent when we were young I bite her and once she kicked me I bled. But she has this awesome fawsome power her words and facial expressions can make you REALLY HOPPING MAD without her having to be the same or trying too hard or needing much effort and that is one thing I dont really like becuz, I CANT DO IT. BUT I GOT A LOUD VOICE I CAN SCOLD YOU SO ISOKAY EVERYONE HAZ THEIR TALENTs. I once argued with mummy and she got scared hahahahha. Okay whatever. We tell each other alot of shits and love our family! So you can go to her if you want my secrets but I doubt she will tell you so, HAHA. But it's okay try harder she's very nice and soft inside I guess! We are literature keedz we love words and prints and novels and shitty cool shits like that. And blah blah blah oh we love pretty clothes and long hair and I like fleas but she doesnt quite enjoy them very much. I think alot of people read her blog. And it's pretty funny and nice and all but ITS FAKE SHE HAS AN ALTER EGO OF A DULL BORING LIFE ALL PHOTO SHOP ONE THE PLACES SHE GO AND FOOD SHE EAT SO COME READ MY BLOG INSTEAD. Haha keedings x10. We are the same yet very different and different yet pretty much the same. It's cool It's cool. OKAY GONNA GO WAKE HER UP NOW AND LOSE MY LAPTOP USING PRIVILEGE AND DIE UNDER MY MOUNTAIN OF GEOG/ nomnommamamamamawoohoohaha.

Omg, people tellin me to do work. I must do work!
You know at times when you can't accept yourself and suddenly everything seems wrong and there seems to be a better place we could all be?

Well, we all gotta know how to laugh at ourselves sometimes.

Then someone, or a group of people come running along and telling you everything will be alright,
and it did.
I hope everyone's help-y people arrive soon enough.


We were all once too young.



P.s. I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE COLGAN HAHAHHA HE SOUNDS SO CUTE KIDS KIDS KIDS I AM A PAEDOPHILE HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA :{

P.p.s. THIS IS MOUSTACHE MAN EMOTICON NEW ONE I LIKE. :{ HEHEHEHE

Cyanide

Compared to your eyes nothing shines quite as bright

Sets me thinking, makes me feel, calms me down.

A Lesson In Romantics

How many times have you told yourself not to be silly, not to over read some thoughts, not to over analyse situations, not to put too much thought into the little things which don't really hold much meaning at all, not to rever, not to treat nothing really as something.

Pretty amazing how a song can hold so many different meanings with so many people caught up in their situations to relate to the same songs.

There's this sinking disappointment when things don't work out the way you want. The test you studied for but failed to do well, the anticipation you had but your friends cancelled the date, heartbreaks. Things are compromised. Nothing seems to suffice, it's like expectations keep rising. Like Jack may have had been happy with one currypuff but since you give him one everyday now he needs two to feel happy. The same amount of things can't get people as happy or as satisfied and in this nothing will ever be good enough. One party keeps wanting more, and the other chasing but failing to uphold standards, trying in vain that things are in place.

I want to make things better. I want to talk things out and solve things but there are always these small thoughts and chunks of uncomfort and endless consequence streaming through my warped head, like a little mixtape on rewind. If solving things could make everyone happy and everything well yet you had to swallow things you could not find words for so no one understands, would you do it? It's the sacrifice theory. The If One Person Is Unhappy Instead of Ten, Let the Person Be. It's easy to say, but if it was you, what would you choose? If there's only one way out to make things better I don't really see how it is the way out.

I still don't know what I'm searching, or waiting for.
What happened to the promises I made to myself and the determination I had. People can't even be bothered so why care?
If only I could just put down all the sensitivity and live my life well.

Things fade faster than how they were built up.
Things don't work out, but that's okay. We build better days for ourselves.

Thanks for the initiative though, it made things that bit more comfortable.
I feel the urge to talk but there's nothing to fill the spaces.
No one said you can't help others up while you're falling.
Let's do this. (:

HAHAHAHAHA
I can upload tumblr photos but not Camera ones. My blog bias.

Say something to get me by, even if it's a lie


Fourteenth. Last line spoils. Hmmm,
So many people.

But I'm so glad to have you girls <3
I don't like hate to be spoken through megaphones
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart
The point I want to put across is not getting into heads.
But this place is not all about you
When life gives you lemons, sit down and cry.
Turn it all around and blame it on the world.
Don't you dare look back.

Out of reach, I can't grasp anything well.

Dread school. I dont understand lessons and the many people and relations darting around the place.

I want to sleep at home all day like a useless. Ha ha
Oh I have weird acute pains when I breathe.

We'll all pull through someday somehow, Cmon cmon.

boys will be boys mums will be mums and rabbits will be rabbits

"Maybe it was too long to remember how it felt like anymore."


Tsk. hm funny how my body clock works. I always lag a day, even muscle cramps from sports. Emotions even. Words.

Well well well, what is there to mope about when there wasnt anything to start with?

HAHAHA I SUDDENLY RECALLED I CRIED FOR JOY BEFORE. The I-cant-believe-this-I-dont-wanna-lose-this feeling.

You know you can put all your efforts and time and replicate the same emotions from one place to another. But after time's test the one that prevails, the one that people always go back to, that's what matters the most. Through it all. Even if you try otherwise.
I guess people only bare their true feelings when people are gone because there isn't a consequence. Reactions, we are all afriad of other people's responses to us.

who else cringes in the face of love

See things the simple way. Just allow happiness to displace all other emotions. Things will be fine just fine someday, no need to feel all that messed up! Stupid generation, we soak up all the same song here and there.
But no one told you to be stupid! If you met you would you like you cos I don't think I'd really. Dislikes certain notions and the mule mindset which comes with it sometimes.

Today's rhd! Our last rhd, as everyone's metioning on facebook. Like every occasion, I always feel like I neglect my friends for taking photos and helping the girls' do their hair. Meh.

We should have one person for each person. This way no one would get lost, or have things hard.

The sky's so beautiful when I got home, the rainbow sky! It's been a long time since I witnessed a rainbow sky, or a rainbow for this matter. (photos cant upload ): )

Save us all from the shadows and the relative lurking darkness.

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Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?
Everytime I get stuck the words won't fit.
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again


I remember those times we spent together on those drives,
we had a million questions all about our lives.
It used to feel like dreaming, except we always woke up.
I remember the time you told me about when you were eight,
and all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait.

Pretty pathetic

I dont know what I want.
And again and again and again and again,

180710

Woke up and felt horrible it's like a sign. I swear being sad about one thing creates a domino effect. You'd think about all the reason's you're unhappy, currently and in the past and what you may be unhappy about which hasn't even happened yet. I don't know what I'm doing for so many things. Need a good scolding. Hate these dark, rainy days which makes things worse. These days which make you want to laze around in bed and not get up and feel blue and think and think. These analytical emotions, uneeded really. Just another one of those days.
Quite a chore going over the same few things again and again, ain't it. Don't want to do badly for Os, stop talking to me rubbish north south east west. Come boost my morale! Yesyesyes.
Hate my friends to be insulted when they only meant well. All my fault k, should be brighter. Stupid emotions, go climb back into your compartmentalized boxes.
Gotta stop harbouring hopes with already minimalized conversations. It's not that I've turned cold, I don't want hope you see. I refuse to hate cos hate is ugly. But indifference is no different, if you think about it. In every case there is some sacrifice to be made. In the hard way it can be forced, but in the easy way you can give it all in on your own part.
I don't know if people are looking for encouragement or disdain in me, on my part. It's just that all things wear out after time. People come and go, thought yes, it's a choice who stays. It's not impeccable prediction but the obvious signs. Everyone errs. Everyone leaves and fades in the same manner. Not much of a surprise.
It's unfair, but this world is unfair. When I'm unsure I'm fed with assurances but when I know of others' I just let them crumble sometimes, leave them to their own devices. I don't put in enough, but what's enough? I guess I let things go effortlessly without putting up fights, strongly as I believe I should. Too caught up with myself, too selfish to even give up bits for others. I always thing I'm trying but my actions do my thoughts no justice and in that, everything is empty talk. And talk is cheap.
I don't believe in doing your best. There is just wasting of your time, but no measure of efort, don't you think? There is always that few minutes you could have saved brushing your teeth faster, that hour you could have woke up earlier and that day you could have spent not moping around. There are always those few morsels of moments you wished you could have contained in a jar and unleash the time kept safetly in it for future use. But there's no such thing.
I always thought building these fences around me could keep me safe. How foolish.



Minions.
They're super cute. Love the part when Kevin the shrunk went back to his original size then his friend shouted KEVINNNNN! and hugged him hehe so cute.



And, the famous plockplock hahaha I WANT TO ADOPT HER. OMG. I AM GOING TO NAME MY DAUGHTER AGNES.

They should give us once a week early release like today's timing! K got a super long post due for two days but Pearl wants to use laptop Z
There's no point in saying some things after others are done

unreal

"You gave me feelings people wrote novels about."

Hmmm,

playing in my head grrrr

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I know I must be good for something I just havent found it yet

What am I supposed to say, when I'm all choked up and you're okay




I think I feel too much.
(LACK OF CURRENT PICTURES. WANTS TO BRING CAMERA EVERYWHERE.)
It's heartwrenching how my grandpa remembers how my grandma passed on in detail, no?

P/s understanding, understanding. This place is about understanding each other, and taking things in.
Somethings you just have to keep inside. Really. Because words tear and destroy, and people will never, ever replicate it as you've said them to be.

Better days.

When someone's gone all the hope and dreams and what was or could've been also gets disposed of. You should drill that.

I hate how we have to argue with every conversation.

TELL ME WHAT A DREAM WITH ALMOST GETTING RAPED TWICE MEANS? You stupid best, attractivity isn't my drift, it's the audacity and graveness and what people are doing to me.
I hope Best's thumb gets well soon HAHAHAHAH I AM GOING TO KIDNAP HIM.

My black specs is nice. (:

Hello, ahma and gong gong. Hey guise, these are my grandparents (LOVE):

I LOVE MY AHMAH, AND MY GONG GONG IS TALKING TO ME HAHAHA He is like superman recovering from op



and my other grandma's going to op tomorrow SHE'LL BE FINE YES SHE WILL.



Hi, why you so cute.



YES SMILE LIKE THIS BE HAPPY. I MISS YOU YAY. (:
Pure selfishness lurking under the apparent altruism.


HAI I WANTED TO TYPE SOMETHING BUT FORGOT. KEWL STG IN OUR COMPREH PAPER TODAY.

Vignettes

Home from hospital, grandpa is okay! WOOHOO Thankyou guises for praying and everyone who did and all the Heavens or whatever is keeping things okay. I know what speedy recovery means now.
Gonna be back like this for just a few more days and study and sleep. Late nights but productive days woohoo.

Short post, everyone's geared up studying like woohoo. Looking forward to the 8pm library and biscuits and milo and whatnot. I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO OS WOOHOO MORALE MORALE. 116 more days. 10 oooH. With 10 000H, anyone is invincible.

Don't like the notion of praying to ahmah. But oh well, I can't express in words how proud I am of Daddy and Mummy. (:



I AM GOING TO DO WORK BECAUSE SEC 4, 3 MORE MONTHS MEANS YOU STAY UP TO DO WORK. YOU TRY TO DO ALOT. BECAUSE SLEEPING EARLY FOR ATTENTION IN CLASS BUT NOT COMPLETING WORK IS NO EXCUSE. BECAUSE PEIJUN IS DOING HER WORK. YITING IS STAYING BACK TO DO WORK. HUILING Is FOCUSING. BECAUSE EVEN DAVE IS STUDYING AT MAC AT THIS TIME WHO DOESNT STUDY AT HOME. WOW. MOTIVATION MOTIVATION HAPPY TO HAVE SO MUCH HELP FOR MATH.