How many times have you told yourself not to be silly, not to over read some thoughts, not to over analyse situations, not to put too much thought into the little things which don't really hold much meaning at all, not to rever, not to treat nothing really as something.
Pretty amazing how a song can hold so many different meanings with so many people caught up in their situations to relate to the same songs.
There's this sinking disappointment when things don't work out the way you want. The test you studied for but failed to do well, the anticipation you had but your friends cancelled the date, heartbreaks. Things are compromised. Nothing seems to suffice, it's like expectations keep rising. Like Jack may have had been happy with one currypuff but since you give him one everyday now he needs two to feel happy. The same amount of things can't get people as happy or as satisfied and in this nothing will ever be good enough. One party keeps wanting more, and the other chasing but failing to uphold standards, trying in vain that things are in place.
I want to make things better. I want to talk things out and solve things but there are always these small thoughts and chunks of uncomfort and endless consequence streaming through my warped head, like a little mixtape on rewind. If solving things could make everyone happy and everything well yet you had to swallow things you could not find words for so no one understands, would you do it? It's the sacrifice theory. The If One Person Is Unhappy Instead of Ten, Let the Person Be. It's easy to say, but if it was you, what would you choose? If there's only one way out to make things better I don't really see how it is the way out.
I still don't know what I'm searching, or waiting for.
What happened to the promises I made to myself and the determination I had. People can't even be bothered so why care?
If only I could just put down all the sensitivity and live my life well.
Things fade faster than how they were built up.
Things don't work out, but that's okay. We build better days for ourselves.
Thanks for the initiative though, it made things that bit more comfortable.