As you are moving forward
I feel as if I can't catch up
Trying so hard to reach you
I'm stuck here at the bottom
You're too high up to come back down
Trying so hard to reach you
(To do up affilates and tagboard)
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Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for.
Jaslyn QFL,
I think collarbones are sexy.
I eat alot when I'm unhappy.
I am amused at little things.
I am stubborn.
I've got alot of bottled up anger and unhappiness but believe it or not, I'm a happy person.
Something like:
Fuck this world, but life is beautiful. :D
Oxymoron, but life's a whole big contradiction too.
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, well sentence me to another life.
Dailys
Wednesday, November 11, 2009: Sentimental songs ftwww.
Hello, exhausting day. Physically, mentally.
Xinlin's blog song on loop for like the 10th time already. It's going into my brain! I think. Try - Asher Book - Fame (Original Motion Picture Sountrack) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gc6tYoQKqKY&NR=1
Apologizing doesn't mean you are right and I am wrong. It just means your relationship means so much more than your ego.
Brace myself, trainings are gonna be on tues and thurs, 8.30 to 5. 8.5 hours.
Childhood, hahaha. In Hello Kitty books, Pearlene Quek - "One Day," (silver pink comma) Jaslyn Quek - "sunday my sister have swiming swimming Mondayclass" And we couldn't bear to write in it. HAHAHA. "Cheah Wenji" This is Pei, murderously forking off her jap red oct head cos she thinks its gross. Look at this. Never ending man. (Just ended draw, yay goodnight!)
Monday, November 9, 2009: Nine in the Afternoon
Reminds me of Brandon, the one who sent me this song !
: Recent events (or not so)
Look at the stars, look how they shine for you.
Sigh.
Praying hard, washing my hands off everything.
Everything.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
One year wait. I'm lucky. Thankyou. (:
I'm over my unhappiness , I feel myself again and I'm not tired all the time anymore! I decided to ditch blogger, facebook, msn anytime for studies. And the pictures are so irritating, it seems like forever is needed to keep up with them so I'm just not gonna upload anything till I feel like it ,
DANCE AROUND FAIRPRICE NAKED, SHAVE YOUR HEAD, DO SOMETHING NUTS. HAHAHA. What's with my burst of happiness.
I'll stop using pink stuff to stop inducing romance towards myself. May love stay faraway. Peace.
Sunday, November 1, 2009: Another Ftw :D
Demi Lovato -Here We Go Again lyrics
I throw all of your stuff away I’m gonna clear you out of my head I tear you out of my heart And ignore all your messages I tell everyone we are through 'Cause I'm so much better without you But it’s just another pretty lie 'Cause I break down Every time you come around
So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in Should have known better in trying to let you go 'Cause here we go go go again Hard as I try I know I can't quit Something about you is so addictive We're falling together you'd think that by now I'd know cause here we go go go again
You never know what you want And you never say what you mean But I start to go insane Every time that you look at me You only hear half of what I say And you're always showing up too late And I know that I should say goodbye But it's no use Can't be with or without you
Saturday, October 31, 2009: Failure
When your best just isn't good enough.
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Why'd mum have to count how much we spent for dinner. Why'd dad have to ask me if I could buy the cheaper rubberbands. Why'd sis have to ask me to buy my 80cents band another day. Why'd dad have to comment to mum about the rising prices of even hairbands when pasarmalams only sold it at 50 cents or 1 buck in the past. Cos standards of living are higher and we're poor ): Why'd wingsang have to worry about everyone being unwilling to pay 20 bucks when she had to pay 200+ to her mum for our chalet and it's not even supposed to be a responsibility? Cos we're selfish and that's how all humans are.
OK, I SHOULD MAKE IT CLEAR I'M NOT WITH ADRIAN, STOP MISUNDERSTANDINGSZX NOW BABIES. The married thing on facebook, it's nothing to do with me. You belonged together in the first place. You belong together. Peace out. (Twists :D)
Oh, Television says no casual sex. <: Sky's flashing and rumbling like mad, wonder how it feels to be struck by lightning.
I'm unhappy with how this world works, how people behave but that's how it is and there's nothing much I can do anyway. So now I aren't even entitled to my own emotions? Somehow affected after talking to sang, like I've felt that feeling before and it doesn't feel good. So why can't I feel unhappy about being poor and having to consider buying 20 bucks shoes on sale, and all the people not being responsible for others and even more themselves and that I'm unwanted I'm unhappy like that. You guys said you guys cared, that's why you asked. But why'd you question? If you guys really cared, you'd understand. I'm not allowed to feel angry nor sad. Goddamnit, I'm not coraline the other Jaslyn.
Ok, Happier after talking to jasmine! (INSERTS RANT, HEART, RAINBOW, UNICORN) Happy Halloween :D
Hello, MONDAY. PWNSZXSZXZSZX , MUST, DONT CARE.
Crazy crazy crazyyyyyyyyyy, study, B)
Ruiting's bunnies, Heeeeeee. Cupcakes! (L)
Last day of school, Mdm Neo FTW! :D (L)(L)(L) Heart 3/3