Hair is chestnut brown, nails are orange, excited for Taylor Swift's concert!!!!!!!!!!
It's a cycle.
You want, you get, you don't want after you get, spend some time without, you want again.
And so we keep falling into the same gutters, tripping and tricking ourselves. If it is right, even if it is wrong. Gusts of euphoria. Strong sense of satisfaction, fufilment. Feeling belonging, comfortable, wanted. Getting brushed off. Resignation. Pangs of guilt. Tides of regret. Think it is grave. Time pasts. Think it's nothing much. But knowing it is wrong. Decides not to anymore. Feels calm and happy with self. More time pasts. Keep moving on, wandering.
Wanting. Never stop wanting.
Never happy enough, really.
So what, tell me what are we supposed to do with ourselves?
And what, what lies behind those hazel eyes?