I drove for miles and miles and

Term test sucked, I didn't even study properly. ):
Now how am I to face the disappointments. Or expect to be allowed to go out even if I had declined people who I'd very much want to go out with. So what so what huhhuhhuhhhhhhh. I cant even argued that I put in effort or it's already the last day of ca or take out my paper with sucky scores and still want to go out and AH I DONT WANT TO LIE OKAY I'LL STUDY HARDDDDDDDDDD. Then next what's with the suspicion oh this sucks. Thanks ah thanks, for putting me down everytime I feel motivated with your tiredness almost everything sucks.

Trng's cool.
We're gonna have team badges and rubberbands and bags, yay. But I want a bagpack, not a sportsbag cos my sport's bag's so irritating though it's really roomy, ^^ So fun So close, hahaha.
Disgustingszsxzszxsx, what's with all the horrible playing ah gotta buck up buck up to keep it going nooooooo.

Plaything much. No brooding no. At arm's length. Boys boys boys, girls girls girls. Boys and girls.

Am affected by so many external factors I cannot cant unable to focus anything on myself. Z. Am totally sick of posting pictures with the spoilt system and home's connection route and locations of pictures. Not posting anymore, just go look out at your windows for a better view .

I'm sick of going home, I want to stay overnight in school forever, hahaha. Daddy made pink sweet agar, woo. Damn, super hungry, fungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, Z.

I BELIEVE IN MYSELF EVEN IF EVERYTHING PUTS ME DOWN DOWN DOWN. Gotta get get !

"One of my classmates in high school had leukemia, and he was really depressed after his first round of chemo when he came to school with no hair. When they found out about it, all 70+ members of the varsity football team shaved their heads too. Their yearbook picture is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. GMH"

Seventh month's not like,


but still,



"They say disneyland's the happiest place on Earth. Obviously, they have never been in your arms."

I have zero push power to post any pictures until it can be done on blogger.

K, ta!

Friday went to Astons's with Jenny! Cathay is a bright place with cool shops.

Sat ton @ Drivethru Mc's :D :D :D Mug like Mad.
13 hours straight, 3 meals, 7pm to 8am. Wooooo, met Doreen and sister and Kunyan and Clint and Cherie and Zhiwei. Joy, seniors! :D
Wenjie pangsehed me and Ivan and we studied till day with KUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :D:D:D

Okay it was fun, thought I could do more work when I go home but I died on my sister's bed.
Haven't studied for tmr's geog, going to do it now and more chem and mole to come!

Study very hard. Fight!
Oh I'm not hardworking or genius or smart or anything, it's just that I try to study but am very slow.

Gonna stop blogging till CA2's over! :D

KiKi and LaLa?

In case you were wondering, the names above (yes they are names!) are for Peijun's new guinea pigs. She's fussing over them like mad but she hasn't got it yet but still, the girl's excited, like bursting. She flashed the picture of one of them the white one to everyone and says how cute it is but I just cringe and told her "eeeeee." Hairy animals and this one with super long hair and grows into a somethingsohugeI'dreallyhatetolookafter, I warned her since the campaign says animals are for life and youd probably have the burden till your pet dies, but she says they are cuddly. Haha, but that's not the point.

The point is the bloggable stuff I told her I would post.

So, many years ago in primary school, Peiszx had 2 hamsters. She was super duper happy and contented but she didn't know one bit about how to look after them, what they could or couldnt do and stuff like that when you have a pet. The first time she bathed her two lil pets, she put them into a sink to see them play in the water. I thought it was alright since it'll be pretty cute to see two fur balls frolicking in the water. But no, Pei filled full sink, happily thinking hamsters knew how to swim. She saw them paddling and paddling on the water surface and man, she was elated. Worse still, the water is soap water. Like not water water, it's soap water! Afterwhich she was satisfied and dried them and put them back in the cage. Later, she saw them running around actively and everything.

They lived happily ever after. The end. But hey, this isn't how it ended!

To her utmost horror, after a while one hamster threw up blood. Soonafter it died.

The only hamster lived alone all it's life, ): Then end.

But hey, another 2 hours later the second hammie died. Throwing up blood in it's wake too.

Peisxz was sad, like super sad but she leanrt that hamsters couldnt swim, she had killed her hamsters and it was probably from poisoning as she suspected cos they were drowning and took in alot of soap water and they didnt bathe like human methods. It wasnt only their first bath but their last too.

The End End.


Haha so yeah, hamsters drown.
I don't know but it's sad and funny, hahaha.

I just typed a whole lot and again, Idk what I clicked but blogger redirected to my template and nothing's saved, thanks uh!

Don't wanna type anymore. Had many findings today, still. Once again I feel enlightened but I'm sure the flame is only waiting to die out again.

Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

I wish all well for now and always, (;

dslr batch 1

Photobucket not needed in the end, Blogger worked(!)
Never could have been a better time.

I made this awesome comfort food learnt from Geek Charming called anything-but-the-kitchen-sink. Basically you throw anything everything that can go into a dessert into a bowl at home with ice cream as main. The process and firstparts of eating totally was swell (; Happiness like no one's business woohoo. But after eating for long it got kind of sick cos it's reallyreally sweet and gross. Ha, eat in small portions.

Comfort food even though nothing happened.
Comfort food for nothing ,
But comfort was really needed so anyway.

Dslr pictures are ready!~
Heck blogger, shall photobucket just a few pictures! Finally an unboring picture post.

Emotions are so totally pulling together to bug me, roar.

But why would anyone just leave like that,
just die like that?
I hope you are much better and fine.

Somehow I don't have the ability to talk to people who ignore me like that, or put dubious words across.

"Maybe I had lost my objectivity over the course of filming. But I had found that this popularity thing and, more importantly, Dylan, wasnt black and white. It was grey. I knew that underneath the shiny blonde hair and designer clothes and brand new BMW was a girl who still thought of herself as that curly haired , metal mouthed fifth grader who wore the wrong jeans and carried the wrong bagpack and had a poster of a kitten hanging from a tree that said HANG IN THERE on her bedroom wall. I knew that when she was stressed out, she ate alot, and that she hated to be left alone in her house. I knew that Indian food made her burp a ton, and that she hummed sappy love songs, like the kind youd hear at dentists, while she ate, always off-key. I knew that parts of why she was putting off her college essays was that she had no clue as to what she wanted to be when she grew up. And that her biggest fear was that she wasnt good at anything except shopping. And that she was just as confused as the rest of us when it came to muddling through Life101. That's what I wanted to show with this documentary-- that at the end of the day, there really wasn't all that much difference between prom queens and film geeks.
That we were all just people."

To end it off,



-Got inspired , (feels like and angel with halo, ting ! )-



Ohhhhhhhhh, really sucky days, unmotivated, uninspired, thrashed, busted.
POOPOOJEY. Pardon my expressionless face and vulgarities. I should reallyreally start concentrating and stop daydreaming fantasizing wasting time digressing procrastinating swearing, OMIGOD SHOO.
Mdm Chan says, "You think only youre tired? Arent your friends, family, teachers tired? Youre not the only tired one."

I'M NOT ALLOWED TO QUIT. I'M DENIED. I'M SUPPOSED TO HELP. MEANING IVE STILL GOT MY RESPONSIBILITIES. BETTER START WAKING UP EARLY OR AT LEAST ON TIME. BURNING A HOLE IN MY POCKET. HECK THE ATTIRE. LOOKS LIKE IMMA DANCE WITH ZHESHUO AFTER ALL FOR INVEST INVEST. SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO AYF. LOOKING FORWARD TO TEACHERS DAY.

I WAS JUST TOLD ONLY MY BLOGGER CANNOT POST PICTURES.
knnccb. ):

Super foul mood dont talk to me .

Ok, the brother only had three hours of sleep but went to study with me (no he didnt he read his stupid psycho book.) even after cip. I am typing of his greatness not because of his greatness but to fill this space bfr it turns dead like dead dead. As much as I am surprised boys read library books even more school library ones, I accomplished two trigo worksheets. I am happy cos I got out like finally and can wear outside clothes and eat outside food omg I am mad. Sad to say, it's boring old macs at boring old amk. I love filet-o-fish and seaweed shaker fries and green tea and the wasabi sticker more than the guy in grey elmo shirt with skinnys and new yellow and black pointed sneakers from malaysia who nicely waited for me to do my work and caused me to digress with juicy gossipy material to talk about yet kept telling me to do my work to get back on track.
Thanks a crappyloadddddddddddddddd! :D

WHY.
IS.
BLOGGER.
STILL.
MAD.

Can't post pictures. (!!!!!!!!!!)
I'm so bored at home, I think I'm gonna suffer from claustrophobia anytime soon. I keep trying to cage up myself in an attempt to start studying but all I do is digress like read newspapers and watch televison and read library teeny boppy books and watch celebrity interviews at home and youtube videos and eating and eating and sleeping.
Not to mention the friday which sucked, cos I didnt know we could go to inspiretown or the library and I still had traning which didnt go well too and in the end everything after training was cancelled and I didnt take photo with npy. OH THIS RANT POST IS SO BORING NAOOOOO.

Newayszxxszx. Watched Emma Watsons, Megan Foxs and Dakota Fannings(random) vids.
Emma Watson is so sophisticated and pretty and smart and acts and models and is rich. Mad jealous! She models for Burberry, O:O:O: OHMGGGGGGG. She's got the look too. Burberric. She fits chanel too, and she loves the brand anyway. Megan fox is hot. Need I say more. Z. But why does she seem to be so notfeelliketalking. Anyway she has three dogs two cats a pig and something which I forgot. Man, when did dakota fanning grow up! I clicked on her name expecting the little pig show little girl but she's 14/15 alr. Super surprised. And wow I'm impressed, you should see her when she was young GIVING OUT awards. She has no sign of stage fright at all and speaks superbly, like wowwwwwww.

Moving on, everyone's moving to onsugar! ):
And blogger has all these problems, I'm suspecting onsugar made blogger have photo probs and since photos are a huge part of blogging, onsugar appeared and everyone moves there! Tsk, alright that's rubbish but blogger's photo problems are really really irritating.

I thought I'd have nothing to blog with my dumbass boring life right now but hey, I've got dslr pics sister took but hey again, blogger has a photo problem. This post was inspired from Ivan Tan cus I started this to blog about him but now I've got so many words alr, I reckon I dont have to post about him anymore, ^^

Life may not be the party you'd hoped for, but while we're here we should dance.


Hello, blogger still has problems. Idiot.
I couldnt even enter the web just now.
My pictures. ._____________________.
I've been asking and asking people to study today but I am not myself.
Gotta go do that.
OH, I got a hug from the future Nobel Prize Awardeee/Model student (Janelleeeee), Beammmmmm x100.
I LOVE BANANAs. One banana Two banana Three banana four.
Looking forward to NDP loads, performance, carnival, car boot sales, pictures, red and white wearing, training, maybe watching UP, maybe meeting up with primary school peeeeeepos and dinner!!!

For now, gotta study , chem test tmr, tsk.
IVAN TAN I AM NOT A NO LIFE. STUDYING IS IMPT.
Aunty said, "You can play anytime in you life, next time when youre all grown up/old or do anything you want. But when you study, it's only for your youth which you can do and when it's over, it's over. It's for life too."