Failure

When your best just isn't good enough.

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Website of the day: http://www.despair.com/viewall.html
(Thanks gerald!)

My super long run pics (:

Why'd mum have to count how much we spent for dinner.
Why'd dad have to ask me if I could buy the cheaper rubberbands.
Why'd sis have to ask me to buy my 80cents band another day.
Why'd dad have to comment to mum about the rising prices of even hairbands when pasarmalams only sold it at 50 cents or 1 buck in the past.
Cos standards of living are higher and we're poor ):
Why'd wingsang have to worry about everyone being unwilling to pay 20 bucks when she had to pay 200+ to her mum for our chalet and it's not even supposed to be a responsibility?
Cos we're selfish and that's how all humans are.

OK, I SHOULD MAKE IT CLEAR I'M NOT WITH ADRIAN, STOP MISUNDERSTANDINGSZX NOW BABIES.

The married thing on facebook, it's nothing to do with me.
You belonged together in the first place.
You belong together.
Peace out. (Twists :D)

Oh, Television says no casual sex. <:
Sky's flashing and rumbling like mad, wonder how it feels to be struck by lightning.

I'm unhappy with how this world works, how people behave but that's how it is and there's nothing much I can do anyway. So now I aren't even entitled to my own emotions? Somehow affected after talking to sang, like I've felt that feeling before and it doesn't feel good. So why can't I feel unhappy about being poor and having to consider buying 20 bucks shoes on sale, and all the people not being responsible for others and even more themselves and that I'm unwanted I'm unhappy like that. You guys said you guys cared, that's why you asked. But why'd you question? If you guys really cared, you'd understand. I'm not allowed to feel angry nor sad. Goddamnit, I'm not coraline the other Jaslyn.

Ok, Happier after talking to jasmine! (INSERTS RANT, HEART, RAINBOW, UNICORN)
Happy Halloween :D

Hello, MONDAY. PWNSZXSZXZSZX , MUST, DONT CARE.



Crazy crazy crazyyyyyyyyyy, study, B)



Ruiting's bunnies, Heeeeeee. Cupcakes! (L)

Last day of school, Mdm Neo FTW! :D (L)(L)(L)
Heart 3/3

Blogger's picture uploader's such a fucker.

Nothing much I can do, thankful to see that I'm not alone!
Why didn't I see those there for me!
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Movie marathon ftwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. :D :D :D Thankyou basketballers for providing friends, food, and security. Had alot of fun with friends, woohoo woohoo. Slept 7h straight after I got home and LJS breakfast is awesome. Am going out soon, feels like a loser with pictures not posted on blogger and slow updates of pictures on facebook and not taking any photos myself during moviemarathon. Thanks to aqitot, here's a few!

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Sometimes striving for perfection means nothing is done.

Fall in love or fall in hate.

Get inspired or get depressed.

Ace a test or flunk a class.

Make babies or make art.

Speak the truth or lie and cheat.

Dance on tables or sit in the corner.

Life is divine chaos. Embrace it.

Forgive yourself, breathe,

and enjoy the ride.

FIREFLY COME BACK TO ME

I SAW THE FIRST FIREFLY IN MY LIFE, IT'S AWESOMEY PRETTY. LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE.

It's super dark and then theres this pretty light flickering and I thought it was reflection of some random reflecting object but it was flying and it's but shone at intervals. LOVE. MAD LOVE. LOVE THE CANAL AT NIGHT, dislike the bullfrogs.

Sup. I am lazy to post pictures on blogger and fb, shall do it another day, TIRED.

Sorority girls and frat boys.

I'm waiting for msn to download into my drive.
Comp crashed , now there's nothing boo. ):
(But it's empty. Maybe we're trying, trying too harrrrrrrrrrd. Hahaha)

K so results were back, our batch is super jialat ttm, our class A math msg 6 Hmtl 9? But chinese had some errors. Hmtl so bad that 5 marks added for everyone free to the paper. Expected, Wo shi diamond. See me shine, woohoo. Work hard work hard, no more diamond to come! It's super irritating, the subjects I studied the day before I scored, thse I've been studying all flunked. All the cash spent on Math tuition and I'm still failing. ): Discouraging shit, "So what did teachers tell you the lousy people?" Wtf, wtf. GOTTA TURN THAT AROUND. STUDY STUDY STUDY. Only going out sometimes and not gonna stayover at any chalet cept family's. Happy thought. ^^v

Today started with ACES (Andersonians Can Exercise Simultaneously) Hahaha, act cute. I miss morning workout, gosh. Then spray tattooed and did the badge all at fifty cents, :D Crashed into AVT, don't forget the lyrics. The applause and silent board. Diamond talk. Ting. Sumo house and FEP w girls, :D Got no cca got no cca got no cca :D OH, d.f.t.lyrics, F Fall for you. F Stay close, don't go. Such fucking nice songs, (inserts unhappiness) HAHAHAHA.

Window shopping even if we're broke, chatting, kungfu milk tea, fep, F21, the best! Feels x139872590487503497 mood lifting, happiness all the plans to study and do serious work and movie marathon for friday. (L) Not to forget the best bitch walking around like idiot with me at the canal connector like what, ten plus? And eating at busstop fungrily like kid, And coming to school, And not smoking for the day!
Little things makes up contentment of life. :D

Thanks, (bows 90 degrees). Content enough.
People should treasure people. Imagine you hate the whole damn world then you're the only one in the empty place, it's so sad. Embrace, you never know when you're gonna lose something. What's all the unhappiness and hate about, what's all the labelling and judging for? Is it even worth it at all? Think, think, think. Can't understand that lifting people all the way up then letting them down hits the hardest? Think again. Being nice on the surface and then insulting behind backs is pretty hurting and most rude, isn't it. Think harder. Think. What's the world coming to. I'm not gonna have kids. Okay there's no link but everything is going up, the price I mean. And by everything, I mean everything but paychecks. Affording a house is almost impossible, I heard. How did things come to this, noooooooooooo ):

(Thinks of the Jiamin's bark, laughs like lunatic)

I don't like it when I'm tired and people think I'm upset.
Go away luh go away luh, don't touch me.

Sad faces cuter than smiley baces know! A sad face looks sadder when you draw the eyes furthur apart.

I've got many pictures! :D

Facebook's Today's Advice is
"Follow where your heart leads you" ,
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The second one was
"Anger and depression can be cured by love and hope"
Dave just told me he wants to throw away his hopes and dreams and life.

"Cause I don't feel the way I once felt about you,
There's never a right time, a right time to say goodbye."

One, two, three, for I want to be strong!~

YOYOYOYOOYOYOYOYOYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
My comp crashed ): Using sisters laptop with no pictures and getting slightly irritated with wherever I go its signed in to her account. But hey, I've got internet connection. :D

Today is like burn the fats day or something.
Woke up at 630, went for friendly @ yuying till 1, kfc lunch with B div, bladed at void deck, changed to sport shoes, ran like some mad cow from Serangoon Sec > Canal connection > Punggol Park > Home. See I so fit! :D
I skated around Yuying's court like penguin. ): Stupid floor, stupid shoes, couldnt run. Volleyball on ice, hahaha :D

" Know how Japanese mend broken stuff? They aggrandize the cracks with gold. They believe something with a history makes it more beautiful. "

No need for tears, baby. Just sweat. :D

Hi I am MaxBim.

Hello, am late for school, thought it'd be dumb to be recorded late when all we are gonna do in school today is sit. Pretty dumb busing all the way to school and coming home. Schools boring, but only for these two days, getting back all the question papers. Failing seems to get more and more real but retaining is not an option! ): Spent hall time doodling, writing letters, playing Bingo. Ms Mok talked to me for resting my head on the table. THERES CHEM HOMEWORK ALREADY. Shall spend my time properly, read up on Ammonia then head for school later, mass chinese lessons D: Then training, matches starting next monday, like the Os.

Reminds me of training. After going to Australian school We've all got Angmohish names, even those with Christian names aren't spared, hahah. This is what I can remember :
Janelle > Phenelope
Pancy > Anthony
Pearleen > Polly
Yun Kai > Erica
Vanessa > Johnnson
Eunice > Jennifer
My name's Adrianna. IT'S SO HORRIBLE. And four syllable and long and not cool. Sharmini apparently made the name from what? Adrian. But too bad it's my lifelong childhood dream to have a one syllable name cos it's cool and Janelle chose MAX for me. Then when I was heading home with sha she decided Bim was one syllable and a better suited name for me which she decided was the final choice when she saw my phone O: (bling bling bling, you die, HAHAHA)

My phone crystals damn irritating uh, keep dropping. Not putting back those that drop already, just gonna let them drop on wherever they land and decompose and die. :D

My left eye has this thing in it which makes the top lid swell, I look weird now, like o.O and I am told I look funny/punched. Not helping that I sound coarse, something wrong with my throat. Theres something really really really wrong. X. Like 1 in 4 people don't understand what I'm talking about. I'm like walking around with a glass box around me. Meh. Frustrating, mood's like crap.

OH ME GOT BANGS. :D
Sis cut it for me. I didn't know a fringe could bring so much attention, hahah. It's said to be nice/look like a toot/ cut from salon (L)! It's still long and irritating .

()

I WANT THINGS TO GET BETTER AND A MILLION THINGS TO TALK ABOUT.

Sweeeeeeeenghsxz.

Sometimes I wish I could save you

Save you - Simple Plan
Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
Youll never know the way it
tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
and take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And theres so many things
that I want you to know
I wont give up till its over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
It's drowning into whispers
You're just skin and bones
Theres nothing left to take
No matter what I do I
cant make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And theres so many things
that I want you to know
I wont give up till its over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
Ill pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
Ill give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause
Ill be waiting if you fall
Oh you know Ill be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And theres so many things
that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know (Oooh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know (Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (ohh)

I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

Maybe not.

Peiszx, hahaha.


This is how studybuddy and I say hi.


Best bookstore (omar shiddiq !), found a super nice mugging coffee club , woooo.




Australian school! :DDD The huge school compound is filled with facilities, they don't even stay there.


We went to LTA today, you keep going into enclosed rooms only to find a flipping wall to another room! Much more fun than expected, unlike the picnic. Which didn't take place cos it's supposed to rain. Three hours of free time in school. Australian School's the bomb, it's awesome, like in a hsm film, ^v^. The girls are beautiful and friendly. Jealous ttm! Meetup in Nov again.

Should you help or let people learn themselves? Looking at others really remind me of things. And others you just want to forget all about them but there they are, before you everytime irritating shits out of your already empty system. Not very nice. Don't even treat them nicely, being ungrateful is a very factual thing.
Curry favour. Butter. Pushing. Shoving. Bias.
C'mon, should have known .

Influence, is horrible. I don't wanna be a clingy bitch. You don't have to know anyone too well for doing cheap, dirty things. And now seeing how shallow the situation is, it's really no wonder if things go the wrong way like how a train has many tracks to choose from.

“Is not a kiss the very autograph of love?” – Henry Fink

Msn says kissing (tonsil tennis,hahaha) is healthy, babeh.

No wonder it is said that with a good thing which happens comes a bad thing.

HAHAHA I DELETED FRIENDSTER.
(facebook?)

Pictures are having problems again!

Lifes really really really really really good without having to think about exams and homework and school. It feels like there's no school! :D

I dont know how to blog anymoreeeeeeeee.
But I'm happy. v^^v

THISISFYOUB.

Samsung takes damn slow to load pictures, sony e is definitely faster!
You see, I am finally uploading pics into my comp cos my songs have no more space.

Daddy's taking me to Macs to have breafast and study, besttttt. :D
Phobia 2 besttttttttttttttttttttt I could die on the spot, Because.
Spent mooncake festival rotting my butt off at home, reading My sisters keeper. Am going to watch that, movie marathon in a day, woohoo. And not doing chem. And eating. And arguing with mum. And hyperventilated when jie said shes coming. I am not going to fail, I am not going to retain noooooooooo. Funny how when I was young studying seemed to be the way to go. And although I was not exactly the top scoring group of pupils studying wasnt a chore. Being above average wasnt a feat. Examinations were just to-study-for. As I get older things got difficult. I stopped trying. Seems disappointing, mum stopped working to care for us and we did well. Now everything, everyone seems to fade, fade, fade. Where did the smartness in me go! Or maybe laziness kills smartness, ): Hate this, everyone saying I look smart. Having a smart face but empty brain, I rather have a stupid face and stun everyone with my smartness!

I have lost all blogging instincts.
Kaykay is going to have a blog. :D

Posting pictures, Finally, finally.

{I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
There's nothing you can say, nothing you can do, theres no other way when it comes to the truth.}

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Childrens Day :D


Nametag ^^ Artistic much.

My sister acting diva like I told her to, HAHA.


Peipeipeipeipei My Love <3

Uh, I'm not a Bim my phone is. :D Okay I did it, I feel embarrassed taking it out sometimes too so just stop harping on it . I think. But it's pretty. :D

Pei says it's a Baby ._.

Chiobu=sister.