CAN'T WAIT TO GET SO MUCH SLEEP TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWW
Assignments will be done and
Left with ACID and
Left with Econs test which I will have 3 days to study for after ACID and
omg I just swept at a bug on my paper and it was so fragile it fragmented into pieces and died oh no what have I done I'm so sorry
as I was saying
and Econs test and
chalet with Tan + people
and picnic with andss volleyballers guess I can't make it for chalet nor bbq for ACID
and baking
and reading
maybe writing
maybe a new image and
I need more clothes
and OFF TO MALAYSIA OMG HOLIDAYS WHAT YES HOLIDAYS OMG SDKNFDKLWNVRKENGKLNERGKRDNEG
gonna shop and eat and sleep and exercise and read up on assignments and if possible find materials and meet group but I don't think that that is possible. Maybe I should make it an outing and set a trap and they turn up and we discuss for a bit and then go out. HAHA WHY AM I HAVING SUCH THOUGHTS. Okay anyway it has been a busy Sem but I understand my modules and they are ok to cope with so I hope the rest of the assignments will stay this way and my GPA can go up! I have hopes I must say and I hope that I won't disappoint myself. Oh a hope in a hope INCEPTION ok think I'm nuts got 1600-456=1144 more words to go for my essays and I'm off to my brighter tomorrow hahahahahahahahaha ok hahahahahahahaha
To Write Love On Her Arms
She owns attitude and humor beyond her 19 years, and when she tells me her story, she is humble and quiet and kind, shaped by the pain of a hundred lifetimes. I sit privileged but breaking as she shares. Her life has been so dark yet there is some soft hope in her words, and on consecutive evenings, I watch the prettiest girls in the room tell her that she's beautiful.
One of these days your magic won't affect me and your gaze won't make my bones weak
1. I bought the wrong Jansport, its colour is wrong
2. My granny sunned her bolster and it dropped ten floors down and I went to pick it up and I felt like a homeless kid with a bolster at the void deck
3. Not good enough in touch rug
4. Not good enough in Acapella
5. Not good enough in arts
6. Need to compensate by being good in academics
7. Need to kick being lazy
8. Need to kick having the fear of failing to even try
9. Kick feeling worthless
10. What I can do like putting clothes together or having others like my preference or expert at mastering hairstyles and artandcrafts are useless
11. That I may be able to talk to anyone under the sun and mix with anyone and be a ball of friendliness but am an introvert inside
12. Feel like I stick out sometimes even though I seem to fit in anywhere
13. Difficult to start my work or push myself
14. Don't want my ability leading to practical actions leading to people thinking I am trying to shine
15. When I always can't get things right
16. That I don't open up much now because things have consequences, and people mar things when information dance from person to person
17. My mind is in a cloud
Pain is pain, connected by nerves to the brain
What's the point of winning, playing with hands that dirty?
Play for passion, not for fame.
Some one save that maiden from distress
I was listening to Daddy watch a clip on animal testing. I was triggered to think that for every statement, even if it is an opinion, can be made true. Not just for animal testing, the crux is on experiments, hypotheses and theses. Using phrases like "it is found out that" and "research shows" makes me think that for everything researchers say, there is a basis. (Just like how I fluff my assignments ahaha) However, to what extent is that based on? Everyone will find reasons and grounds possible to support their hypothesis and quote them. Yes, things are tested. But for every statement that is made, its words are chosen carefully, every phrasing disallowed to expose a hint of veering from the point to be made across. All the points and other "research" done which frown upon the conclusion of the supposed outcome will not be included. Critical Omission.
So how do we tell the stars in the sky apart from their reflection in the lake? How do people see the truth
Time will reveal everything. Exposed, or not matter anymore. Wait. Buckle up and sit tight now, pretty young thing. Patience. You have so much to learn, flower.
Play for passion, not for fame.
Some one save that maiden from distress
I was listening to Daddy watch a clip on animal testing. I was triggered to think that for every statement, even if it is an opinion, can be made true. Not just for animal testing, the crux is on experiments, hypotheses and theses. Using phrases like "it is found out that" and "research shows" makes me think that for everything researchers say, there is a basis. (Just like how I fluff my assignments ahaha) However, to what extent is that based on? Everyone will find reasons and grounds possible to support their hypothesis and quote them. Yes, things are tested. But for every statement that is made, its words are chosen carefully, every phrasing disallowed to expose a hint of veering from the point to be made across. All the points and other "research" done which frown upon the conclusion of the supposed outcome will not be included. Critical Omission.
So how do we tell the stars in the sky apart from their reflection in the lake? How do people see the truth
Time will reveal everything. Exposed, or not matter anymore. Wait. Buckle up and sit tight now, pretty young thing. Patience. You have so much to learn, flower.
I could wear a mask, and you would never know
Daydreamer
Sitting on the sea
soaking up the sun
He is a real lover
Of making up the past and feeling up his girl
Like he's never felt her figure before
A jaw dropper
Looks good when he walks
He is the subject of their talk
He would be hard to chase
But good to catch
and he could change the world
With his hands behind his back, oh
Time will tell and in time things will smoother out
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