I thought we could wait for the snow, to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt

What leaves you in a quandary?

HI. It's been a while and I thought I'd show my fat face. I looked like I just got raped but I wasn't, really.

Warm sunshine pouring into my room.

So the other day my family went to Botanical Gardens and I ask my sister to shoot this. I like feathers and thought this is nice though Pearl said it's nothing much. Anyway, Adrian talked about dreamcatchers and because I thought I may be talking about the wrong thing, I Googled it and realise I was talking to him about those lightcatchers.

Now, these are lightcatchers:

transparent coloured-tinted thingamajigs, reflecting light bouncing off them when the sun shines on them.

And these, are dreamcatchers:

I know, it's so hippie and all cos of the feathers. Adrian mentioned something about feathers...

From wikipedia:

#1 As dreamcatchers are made of willow and sinew, they are not meant to last forever but are intended to dry out and collapse.

#2 The resulting "dream-catcher", hung above the bed, is used as a charm to protect sleeping children from nightmares.
#3 Luscious dreams pass through the center hole to the sleeping person. The bad dreams are trapped in the web, where they perish in the light of dawn.

And the like would be windchimes. Dream catchers are pretty cool. If it works, insomniacs can now dream good dreams. That would be nice.

Took this ages ago from a kid's book.

That day friends came over and Pearl had like 5 friends but I only had one but a friend is still a friend and that friend was Pei! We took some before the people came around.

(I was told not to post this right but. hehe...Hi pei if you see this)

Best shot:

Here is the Pikachu series hahahahahhaha One is the pikachu living in my cupboard and the sand art one Pei brought over with her. She did it for me cause I had trouble at work. Things are great now, though.

Fishtail braid I mastered it and of all people it is Pearl who taught me! She used to know nuts about hair now so vain all I'm unused to her without make up on. Not good.

My polka-dot nail and purple toes. Wooooooey.

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Trying to be perfect, trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now

Cotton on sells nice bullskin or something calendar diaries and print water tumblers. Nex is a big mall for a neighbourhood. I feel hungry now. Damn two buns aren't enough. But I don't have eight friggin' buns in my bag now. Am I making sense? Okay nevermind scrape that.

I realise I'm more emotional than when I was younger. I used to watch a movie and not get why people are in pools and puddles by the end. How my family look so frumpish and it's just because of a show. Now little things trigger emotions--the idea of someone leaving, the notion of deaths, regrets.
Isn't it funny how people actually get sadder as they grow older? We get older, we're supposed to know more things, have a guard, get stronger. Yet as we grow older we find new depths we haven't reached before inside us, soaking our skins, hitting hard into our bones. We feel new feelings we've never encountered and somehow it brings fear along with it. All these disintegrate and dissolves into the reserves of the nooks of our hearts and in the end people become more fragile, more broken than before. A subversive act-- the exposure to knowledge, cold hard truths.

Keep in mind

This time, last year.
Never forget, jaslyn.

MY BLOG IS SO LACKING OF PHOTOS

I REALLY LIKE CHRISTMAS. COS ITS REALLY COLD I JUST PRETEND RAIN IS SNOW AND ITS SO CHRITMASY COS THE SONGS ARE EVERYWHERE. Malls, lifts, shops, even toilets. Christmasy stuff sold everywhere and very present-ish though I dont think I'm celebrating ):
I WANNA GO TANGLIN MALL PLAY THE BUBBLE FOAM.

P/s. Remember to bring bubbles and sun block to standchart.

I AM WORKING AT UNDERWATER WORLD. Very sad to be sick of Sentosa since it's one of my favourite places on our tiny island. Indeed too much of the same thing does no good. I still like the happy touristy environment though. I AM SCARED THOUGH I KNOW GHOST STORIES OF THE PLACE NOW ):

I can remember the Rapunzel song I AM SO HAPPY TO HAVE WATCHED IT TWICE.
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Flower bloom and grow,
let your powers shine,
turn back the hands of time,
bring back what once was mine.
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The funky prince is damn funny and I Maximus the horsey is hilarious and Pascal the little Chameleon(frog) is super cute Rapunzel is cute too the lanterns in the sky are mad nice. I AM MAD I WANT TO DL THE SOUNDTRACKS OF THE MOVIE THEYRE SO NICE.

Anyway, YAY I AM GOING SKATING NEXT WEEK.
I want to go to the Japanese dessert buffet thing and Nex and the new skating rink at marina sands and I realise after jobbing I cant accomplish alot of my holiday dreams/goals. Which, is pretty sad.

Sweet

Last day of Os - Volleyball and shopping

THERE IS A SALE AT FOREVER 21.
oh my god I am so happy to find the heels I want but it is too high. Accessories at reasonable prices and the shoes too and gosh, clothes from 5 bux. Steal steal steal.
UNIQLO
Is having sales too jeans and 19.90. Oh levi's are at 29.90. And uniqlo is having it's anniversary sale I think. Alot of winter wear, though.

TIME TO DATE ME PEOPLE.

I am not going anywhere this hols. ): But it's okay, work during public holidays and earn MORE MONEY MUAHAHHAHAHAH.

Time to upload photos and paint nails and find job (frolick or underwater world or retail yaaaaaay)
do up to-do list for holidays, to-buys, to-do list for prom.

I AM GETTING SO CONFUSED LIKE SO MANY THINGS TO DO.
And I wanna play ball and teach ahmah english and catch up on family gatherings.
And watch gossip girls and have stayovers and meet up with the 1000 people I wanna meetup with.
K I shall check this space everyday since all is here hahahaha.

I just forgot something. Wonder what it is. ):

OH I MESSED UP MY HOME BECOS OF OS NOW SO MANY THINGS TO PACK. I HATE PACKING. ):
Cupboard of books, cupboard of clothes (I dont wanna), Table of books, another table of books.
I cannot stand the worksheets and files anymore D:

YAY SO HAPPY TIME TO BATHE AND PAINT NAILS AND UPLOAD PHOTOS AND INVADE FB TUMBLR OMEGLE DEARBLANKPLEASEBLANK.

I'm swirling into this hurricane of uncertainty again...

Am so caught up with real life that I'm so dead virtually. But it's so painfully boring in real life I want a job. Maybe I'd get that H2O bottle mascot job like adrian hahahahah. But I heard the teletubbies po died in it. Or the Barney...
Omg I havent been on msn since forever. I don't even have msn on my desktop since the comp crashed and I rarely sign in msn on laptop hahahahaha

BOOOOOOOOOORIIIIIING
I hope my boring in reality can be colourful like virtually.
I feel so restless. fdwkngfoijgoiermg

(Bitch why must science mcq be 230 WHY CAN'T IT BE 8AM. Purposely don't let us party only)

I remember mrs poh once told me andersonians always rise to the occassion.
I like that idea.

for you I'd bleed myself dry

Prom

I'm excited.
The preparation. People. Grand dresses, smart suits. Hugs. Pictures. Polaroids. Prom King and Queen! It's the last day we're going to see each other. There's a suspense cos it's the last day! The secrets and impressions of people will be let out, the confessions. Especially the confessions.

I FEEL SO CLOUD NINE AFTER SS. GEOG AND HTML AND MCQ SCI COME COME COME.

I feel scared that I cannot complete what I want to do in the holidays. Like the holidays will not be enough, it will fly past and I haven't completed of my to-dos and I will live in regret. ):

I don't want to live in regrets.